ok..i juz gt 1 thing to sae 2dae n its :laurel ...{2dae..i heard tt he tell jl to pump me..150 times..its juz incredible n ridiculous..suddenly i hate laurel so much...ya..im rili sori 4 hating him n noe igts nt correct..pump me?? ok..PUMP JIU PUMP!..i dun care much..if jl is gona cum n pump me..den im gona run away fr ncc n juz wait till trouble cum knocking on my doors..is dis d cruelty of ncc?? of life?? y cnt i juz enjoy interesting choir practises n juz dun worry bout all dis things>> i noe hl wil sae' responsibility' n dose things..im sick n tired of hearing d same thing n cing d tinge of loyalty in her..haiz..sori hl ...bt its tt he rili tai guo fen liao..i juz cnt understand ok..haiz..n i heard jl is gona pump me alreadi even b4 laurel tell him..4 wat>> skipping morning fall-ins i still can handle..kakaying miss?? stil can handle..if nt wat? i juz cnt think of anything else 4 him to pump me lo..lols..dis is all a dream i muz tell myself..ya.n nw i cnt stop thinking of dis...lucky tmr no ncc..if nt my doomsdae wil cum tmr..im gladful 4 tt,..lord i thnk u in jesus moz blessened name..amen>..